Dear Insecurities….

Dear Insecurities,

For such a long time you have controlled me, my thoughts, my feelings, and my appearance. You made me doubt myself, and question myself worth.

Because of you, I put my self down ALOT. I constantly compared myself to everyone around me. And I made SO many changes to the way I looked and my personality.

Because of you, I accepted a lot LESS then I deserved. I allowed people to treat me like shit and ย I wasted so much of my time caring about what people thought of me.

Because of you, I did not believe in myself. I did not believe I was good enough, smart enough, pretty enough or funny enough.

Because of you, I alwaysย neededย validation from others so that I felt important and worthy.

Because of you, I wasted so much time crying, complaining, over thinking.

Because of you, I was so focused on the negatives of myself , I did not think I had any positives.

I looked in the mirror and I did not even recognize who I was anymore. I had become a shadow of myself becauseย you cut away all that I was.So I have fought to get to know myself again. I gave myself a chance, and I gave my self some self-love and attention.

I no longer have any interest in comparing myself to other’s, because I am happy with my life and who I am.

I am done altering my appearance because the truth is all the changes that I made, was only temporary fixes. Accepting myself was permanent. I learnt that people’sย  value of my mind is far more important of that of my face or weight.ย 

Iย will never allow someone to treat me like shit. I know my worth, and I know what I deserve.ย 

I will never waste another second of my time, crying or over thinking. Time is precious and I decide to spend it laughing, creating memories and actually living.

I no longer seek validation from anyone else, my opinion of me is more important than that of others – I do not live to make others happy. I live to make myself happy.

I will chase my dreams and I will climb over every barrier and road block along the way and I will not give up. I will never doubt myself or my worth again. I am important, and I deserve to be happy.

I may never always be 100% content with myself, but I accept my flaws now. They do not control me, they just make me who I am.ย 

ย I am not what you made me think I am. I am SO much more!ย 






Hey Sugar's! I am not fully articulated when it come's to introductions, there kinda awkward huh? But hey, I will give it a shot. So, my ย name is Leanne Lilly (you can call me Lil) a 24 year old woman on a mission to sprinkle positivity, empowerment and fun onto my fellow human beings. I am a Hairstylist & Travel fanatic with a passion for writing & a love of over sharing with my straight up sally attitude, I with hold a huge opinion with no fear of sharing it. I don't sugarcoat babeh'. This is a Mish-Mash Blog, here you can find content of everything and anything - a little variety never hurt no body! Life is unpredictable, and so are my posts! I wanted to create and share something relate-able, because we are all on this crazy roller coaster ride we call life together!ย  I want to inspire and be inspired!

3 comments on “Dear Insecurities….

  1. opinionsandkittens

    Ive been here myself and its one of the hardest things to do, accepting yourself for who you are so congrats and keep thinking positive.


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